i've just woken up. sorry i havent been blogging for the past 2 days. really busy with stuff. having a fucking soar throat now, and its fucking painful. havent really gone out. the day before yesterday was spent at bby's house. stayed there for the night till about 7pm. then went home. then slept till like 4pm yesterday. then i stayed at home till night time. then went to sleep again. till like midnight. then dota-ed with gene & jeremy & melvin all this. slept around 2.30am.
I know we have our differences,
but i really do love you.
It's just the way you keep treating me,
i'm not sure if i can take it much longer,
when you're in a good mood,
you're the best,
but when you're in a bad mood,
you tend to be very unreasonable.
That's not all,
you already know,
I hate you working at your pub,
and i feel very insecure while you're working there,
so each and every night you work there,
I try to stay awake till the time your work ends,
hoping to get a text from you,
hoping that you will call me,
but you have dissapointed me night after night.
I hope you understand how i feel,
try placing yourself in my shoes if you don't.
I love you bby.
